Well, I have fallen in love all over again. For all you poor souls who don't know what love is, i'm sorry for you. Although i'm not sure anyone can ever claim to know what love is because it's always changing and shifting. Becoming new and expanding beyond your wildest imagination. It teaches you so many things that you had never even dared to think or consider before. It is full of passion and runs off emotion. There are no words to correctly describe what it does to people, or the way it is able to control them. Love is a mystery that everyone should investigate. Although in these times, it is hard to find the proper partner along such a journey. What happens when you find that special someone? Do whatever they ask of you. True love is about self sacrifice. There's nothing you wouldn't do to make the other person smile. Eventually you end up not caring about your own happiness, only that of the other person. You start considering the impossible like changing your favorite feature by dying it black, even though the one you're doing it for his hundreds of miles away... that my friends is true love. ::laughs:: if you know what i'm talking about, you should also know i'm kidding. I would have done it anyways.. just not with so much determination.

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: One more night by Cascada

So in love

Strange dear, but true dear,
When I'm close to you, dear,
The stars fill the sky,
So in love with you am I.
Even without you,
My arms fold about you,
You know darling why,
So in love with you am I.
In love with the night mysterious,
The night when you first were there,
In love with my joy delirious,
When I knew that you could care,
So taunt me, and hurt me,
Deceive me, desert me,
I'm yours, till I die...
So in love... so in love...
So in love with you, my love... am I...

Current Mood: Still in love

Light of my Life

Wandering like a leaf upon the wind
I have been searching for someone
Holding out for a love to shake my soul
Heaven or nothing
Then you walked into my life
In a blaze of light
I've never wanted someone more
You are the one I've waited for

Light of my life
You are the fire in my heart
When I am lost
I know I'll feel you burning in the dark
You're the light of my life
Every star in the sky
Shines more brightly when you're at my side
You're the light of my life

Dreaming, I feel you next to me
No, I'm not, I'm not dreaming
'Cause I'm drowning in your kiss
I die in your arms
And when I hear you call my name
Baby, it's like I'm born again

Chorus

Your love's a lantern in the rain
Bringing me home time and again
Burning like an eternal flame

Light of my life
You're the beat of my heart
When I am lost
When you're lost I know
You'll see me shining
Shining in the dark
You're the light of my life
Like the stars in the sky
Only you can take me through
You're the only one who makes it right
Only you set fire to the night
You're the light of my life

Current Mood: In love

Seven lonely days
And a dozen towns ago
I reached out one night
And you were gone
Don't know why you'd run,
What you're running to or from
All I know is I want to bring you home

So I'm walking in the rain,
Thumbing for a ride
On this lonely Kentucky backroad
I've loved you much too long
And my love's too strong
To let you go, never knowing
What went wrong

Kentucky rain keeps pouring down
And up ahead's another town
That I'll go walking thru
With the rain in my shoes,
Searchin for you
In the cold Kentucky rain,
In the cold Kentucky rain

Showed your photograph
To some old gray bearded man
Sitting on a bench
Outside a gen'ral store
They said "Yes, she's been here"
But their memory wasn't clear
Was it yesterday,
No, wait the day before

So I fin'ly got a ride
With a preacher man who asked
"Where you bound on such a dark afternoon?"
As we drove on thru the rain
As he listened I explained
And he left me with a prayer
That I'd find you

Angels Fall First

An angelface smiles to me
Under a headline of tragedy
That smile used to give me warmth
Farewell - no words to say
beside the cross on your grave
and those forever burning candles

Needed elsewhere
to remind us of the shortness of our time
Tears laid for them
Tears of love, tears of fear
Bury my dreams, dig up my sorrows
Oh, Lord why
the angels fall first

Not relieved by thougts of Shangri-La
Nor enlightened by lessons of Christ
I'll never understand the meaning of the right
Ignorance lead me into the light

[Repeat chorus]

Sing me a song
of your beauty
of your kingdom
Let the melodies of your harps
caress those whom we still need

Yesterday we shook hands
My friend
Today a moonbeam lightens my path
My guardian

~Nightwish

love ya Dorian ~Rose

Current Mood: Broken

Satine's Darkest Dreams Manip

Current Mood: bored

I was really depressed a second ago, thinking about...things. But this made me smile, so I hope it can do the same for you. (this btw is my theme song, only sung by Frou Frou)

Current Mood: okay

I'm stuck on the fence, on the line;
Not ahead, but not behind.
I'm caught within the realm of unknown.
Forced here, to blindly roam.

All of my minutes I spend
Picking off rose petals and watching them descend.
One by one they hit the floor
Similar to rain, down they pour.

"He loves me, he loves me not..."
It is in this state that I am caught.
Rushes of joy, love, and hope
Followed by thoughts of anguish and no way to cope.

My heart breaks with each tide
Oh, Mon Ange, why do yu hide?
Please come and rescue me,
From this frightful abode of uncertainty.

Emerge from the shadows in which you hide.
I long to have you by my side.
Now I know how it must have been
For you during the time of ten.

To you I gave my everything,
My thoughts, my love, my inner being.
But Eric, are you still there?
Is it possible that you still care?

Because this is where I stand:
Gladly, will I take your hand.
Anywhere you go, let me go too
That's all I ask of you.
Come what may,
I will love you until my dieing day.
Here i'll wait upon this shore
Quietly loving you forevermore.
I have passed the point of no return;
Will you join me, or simply watch it burn?

<3
~Rose

Current Mood: calm

Do you believe in true love?
Because darling, I sure do.
My heart I gave to you,
But did you give your all too?

Love has unexpectedly captured me.
You are all I can see.
There's just no living if you leave.
Mon Ange, I need you to breathe!

Hidden within your wings,
From all of life's tedious things.
Now i'm surrounded by unknown beings,
Where is the angelic voice that sings?

To you I reach out,
Hoping and praying without doubt
That my hero is waiting upon the mount,
Waiting to answer my broken shout.

With you I was invincible,
All things are concievable,
There are no timetables,
My love for you, undeniable.

I've thought of you everyday
Since we parted our ways.
My dreams left the world a haze,
Thoughts of love leaving me in a daze.

Dearest angel, please come back to me.
Oh, Mon Ange, if you could only see
What living without you has done to me.
Eric, hear my plea...

Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Sarah Brightman, There for me

There’s so much life I’ve left to live
And this fire’s burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I’m in love with you

’cause I’d surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it to
We’d make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I’d make you give them all to me
I’d hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I can’t survive
Another night away from you
You’re the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there’s no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I’ll live again with love
And no the they can’t take that away from me
And they will see...

’cause I’d surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We’d make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I’d make you give them all to me
I’d hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night’s getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, babe
I’ll swallow my pride and I’ll be alive
Did you hear my call
I surrender all

’cause I’d surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We’d make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I’d make you give them all to me
I’d hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I’ll break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you